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<title> - The void of my mind</title>
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<meta name="description" content="A creature past the end of time:
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There is nothing and I have destroyed it all Ideas such as pride have lost all meaning now I don’t see the light anymore because it doesn’t exist The darkness doesn’t scare me, but there is the only thing that is I have faded into the darkness before, and I may do it again But is it the void, not the nothingness… It doesn’t matter" />
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There is nothing and I have destroyed it all Ideas such as pride have lost all meaning now I don’t see the light anymore because it doesn’t exist The darkness doesn’t scare me, but there is the only thing that is I have faded into the darkness before, and I may do it again But is it the void, not the nothingness… It doesn’t matter" />
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There is nothing and I have destroyed it all Ideas such as pride have lost all meaning now I don’t see the light anymore because it doesn’t exist The darkness doesn’t scare me, but there is the only thing that is I have faded into the darkness before, and I may do it again But is it the void, not the nothingness… It doesn’t matter">
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There is nothing and I have destroyed it all Ideas such as pride have lost all meaning now I don’t see the light anymore because it doesn’t exist The darkness doesn’t scare me, but there is the only thing that is I have faded into the darkness before, and I may do it again But is it the void, not the nothingness… It doesn’t matter"/>
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</div>
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</header>
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<section><p>A creature past the end of time:</p>
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<p>There is nothing and I have destroyed it all
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Ideas such as pride have lost all meaning now
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I don’t see the light anymore because it doesn’t exist
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The darkness doesn’t scare me, but there is the only thing that is
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I have faded into the darkness before, and I may do it again
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But is it the void, not the nothingness… It doesn’t matter</p>
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<p>One on one I was entering different worlds, different souls
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Death, was what came to them
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Damnation, ending of all they could even perceive
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No colors, no songs, no cries or voices, not even silence was spared
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It was like an urge, like a hunger to consume
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But I wasn’t getting anything, I wasn’t consuming
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Instead, I just killed it, I erased it
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It got a hold on me, it just pushed me to end it all
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To end me?
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I don’t know, and to be honest I don’t know if that would even be possible
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Since I exist outside of existence
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In other words, I don’t, I am just the ending
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I can only “exist” when nothing does</p>
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<p>I grabbed many necks and they all shattered
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I didn’t feel it, I wasn’t happy, I wasn’t angry
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I always feel their pain, and I always cry
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It was what needed to happen, it was their finale
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I was never able to stop destiny
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I could never stop myself
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What are your eyes that do not see?
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Was I a puppet to of the orders outside of life and death
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Celestial realms, always playing with everyone as toys
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And I was too not spared</p>
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<p>But I cannot say it didn’t satisfy me
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That is the most wicked truth
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I may have been led and controlled even
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But the killing, I thrived on it
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I loved the blood on my face, always covering my body
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The last exhalations of prey
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The thrill of the hunt
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Of the running
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Of the persecution
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Violence and ultraviolence
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Not singing but in complete awe and shock at my brutality
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And I saw it in their eyes too, they enjoyed it
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The last moments of life
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The climax of their existence
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All delivered by me
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The ending was always in flesh
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Stray souls being devoured
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The colors, the clouds, the wind, the sole ideas
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All of them begone, into nothing
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Even space, even time</p>
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</section>
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<nav class="mt-24 flex rounded-lg bg-black/[3%] text-lg dark:bg-white/[8%]">
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href="https://gemini.novoa.nagoya/blog/cyberespacio/11-days_5zo4ftdkcvkka5jn/"
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><span class="mr-1.5">←</span><span></span></a
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© 2023
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<a class="link" href="https://gemini.novoa.nagoya/">The void of my mind</a>
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