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I want to fly with the ones I love, and I have the wings, but I don’t know how to do it, it is, it feels sometimes, specially when I am not alone or with people I would trust my heart with… it feels as if I were stripped from my will, from my spirit to fly." />
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I want to fly with the ones I love, and I have the wings, but I don’t know how to do it, it is, it feels sometimes, specially when I am not alone or with people I would trust my heart with… it feels as if I were stripped from my will, from my spirit to fly." />
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I want to fly with the ones I love, and I have the wings, but I don’t know how to do it, it is, it feels sometimes, specially when I am not alone or with people I would trust my heart with… it feels as if I were stripped from my will, from my spirit to fly."/>
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<time>May 26, 2021</time>
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<span class="mx-1">·</span>
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<span>Lumin</span>
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<section><p>A unsavory persistent feeling of guilt, remorse, it isn’t leaving, I wake up everyday and I feel it still there, I feel, I think everything that has gone wrong is due to my own inactions, my own cowardice, but most importantly these derived from my lack of strength, my dimming weakness.</p>
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<p>I want to fly with the ones I love, and I have the wings, but I don’t know how to do it, it is, it feels sometimes, specially when I am not alone or with people I would trust my heart with… it feels as if I were stripped from my will, from my spirit to fly.</p>
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